Defeated

Well, this cycle is a bust. For some reason, I stupidly thought we might have a chance, even though this is only our first cycle this go-around. I just feel so defeated. Mr. E and I are going to be on different continents for the next few months and while we will hopefully be together for one fertile window, it's not a sure thing and what IS a sure thing is that we will miss several cycles.

I'm starting to really give up hope that we'll ever get our take-home baby, but I am not giving up yet. But today, I'm feeling really down.