Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Grieving

I am really grieving the loss of my first angel this week. Tomorrow would have been his/her 1st birthday. I can't believe we've been TTC for over 2 years and....nothing. I'm just kind of in a state of disbelief right now, especially after meeting a friend's new baby a few days ago (and we're meeting another new baby tomorrow). We're good people, and I think we would make good parents. Will it ever be our turn?

On the bright side, we are medically cleared to TTC and have decided to go for it this month, even though a pregnancy (and possible loss) would be very difficult due to me going to the US at the end of the month. But if it happens, we'll figure it out.

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